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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
/My Sleepless nights in Brunei... ♥
It's nearly 2 in the morning as i write this one..i've been staying up way late for the past two nights. Well actually it was already morning when i finally slept..truly a first for me. naive right?
SLEEPLESS IN Usually i sleep by 4 latest! but noo i got carried away just phoning with him. my thumb got hurt playing game so hard and it hurts everytime i text. Didn't tell you that did i? (oh well not sure if he'll be reading my blog or not..Maybe; 50% yes if you're really bored and don't do what i requested ;) ) I loved all the fun we had last sunday morning! :)) but, monday morning..Mianhae :'(( [highlight] i guess i got carried away with my sarcasm..I'm sorry syg. so sorry for what i said. ultimately sorry that i hurt you..i was just kidding and i thought you were playing along. I feel stupid for even crying listening to how you felt and having to talk to a stranger instead of the real Saiful Omar. it hurt and I'm mad at myself for not being able to hide it.I'm sorry i'm sorry i' sorry. It was my fault for making you feel bad. Don't punish yourself for it..it hurts to hear your tone change. I'm Sorry Saiful Omar truly. I love you still ever so much! All those conversations about you, me, us and yeaa probably other people too. hehe. i don't know why we took 4-5 hours to talk just about everything. The emptiness i felt this year without those i love..you gave me a piece of warmness that i missed..to heal that emptiness. I miss my friends..really.and you naturally. just to listen at his voice again, his breathing, his tone, his funny laugh & his singing!hahaha!&more I love you!you saiful omar! ♥ I'll meet you soon lovee. byexoxo Labels: Sleepless |
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In this world filled with worries and troubles, I just long for a never-ending happiness that'll creep out one day. In the mean time, k-pop fills my life and brings amusement to me. I wish for a closet full of new clothes and shoes. There's no one other than Donghae♥ though...my weirdo might be pissed then. RED is the colour of passion but Blue's the colour for me. I know, How random. -Amalina |
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I'll get back to this. Till then talk to me in person won't you? |
